This art challenge is very challenging.....

I imagined myself drawing meaningful beautiful things that I could work on my perspective, shading, color, content,  well I guess everything.  But I can barely get one little card figured out. It is frustrating and it feels like I am a child just drawing random crap just to get a card completed. Yet with doodling or just coloring random things I do feel like I am getting more connected with my feelings about drawing, coloring or painting.  I think this is really what I need to be doing as weird as that feels.  I think it is a progression to move myself into more honest and in depth art.  I am

Very good at making cheerful happy things, but mostly that is not my real feeling.  I just feel better projecting all the happiness..  Anyway I shall see what comes, 🌈